Just to warn you right away, this post will be quite long since I’ve got some things to get off my mind, so if you don’t like reading about my sucky life, I suggest you just scroll past this post and ignore it ^^

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So this weekend was quite busy.. On Friday I had to meet up with a classmate/friend of mine because she was hosting a party for our class that evening and I was going to help her make clean up and decorate for the party. We met up in the center, went out for breakfast and then went to the bus station, where I magically enough met this girl I used to roleplay with through the internet.
 It was a really weird moment because we had never met each other, yet I knew it was her (we’re also friends on Facebook, so I know how she looks like). So I went over to her and we talked for almost half an hour about Assassin’s Creed, The Avengers, Batman and this Danish cosplay magazine she works with (I’m also going to help with the magazine for their next issue in September).

The class party went good, I guess. Some dudes got high, so I spent most of my time laughing at them, playing pool, dancing, fighting one of my best guy friends in our class for a chair and talking… Lots and lots of talking.

When the party finally ended at 2 a.m., and we had driven the last guests home, I had a talk with this classmate/friend of mine. She’s “in love” with the best guy friend of mine, but I don’t think she has good intentions..

You see, I’ve told him that she likes him and he told me that he doesn’t like her that much because she’s really annoying, but last night (It’s still Saturday for me), he kept on sitting next to her and apparently they had a “moment” outside while I was inside looking for his stupid pack of cigarettes. I like this guy a lot (not in a romantic way.. at least I don’t think so), yet I don’t want them getting together, because she confessed something to me..

We were talking about the party, and of course she started talking about him (she always talks about him.. Kind of annoying actually). Note that this guy is actually really popular at our school, like, almost everyone knows who he is, mostly because he’s the nicest guy ever!

Suddenly she says: “Wow… Imagine how popular I would become if we started dating.”

^ My facial expression when she said that….

HOLD. THE FUCK. UP! I was so shocked… I told her she was a bitch for trying to use him, but then she started coming up with lame excuses like “that wasn’t what I meant”.

I really don’t know what to do if they start dating.. She keeps on telling me how he and I have become such good friends in such a short time and how much we’ve got in common and such… But when we started talking about what would happen if I started  dating him (she enjoys talking about it because to her it’s an impossible scenario) she implied that I’m not pretty enough for him….. and that hurt like a bitch! My ego took a harsh blow there, but I’m so used to it by now it only hurts for a while.

I’m sorry if I bored you and/or waisted your time, I just needed to get this off my chest.. And thank you if you did in fact read it all. It means a lot to me <3

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Awww it’s not about ‘him’ :( But I listened to a live cover that The Wanted had done on their latest single and it’s just amazing. I was fangirling over that and everything was just perfect, haha :’)

But I had a chat with Amy (close friend) today in PE and she thinks ‘he’ genuinely likes me and things. We had a nice chat about people judging others and everything about ‘him’, ahhh :’)

Hahhaha, I totally understand! xD

Uhhh, that sounds FANTASTIC!! Oh my God, I ship you guys already

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^Me.. Every day

Truth be told, I haven’t done that much today. I went out running when I woke up, watched Bones and then I invented a new breakfast.. It consists of milk, kammerjunkere (which are some kind of cracker/cookie thingies), banana and dark chocolate. It was actually really really delicious!

I went over to Emma’s. She went to Copenhagen today, so I went over to borrow season 2 of Bones and two books. Yes, I get really bored sometimes xD

I also started writing on my story. Instead of writing a fanfiction, I actually pulled myself together to write a story of my own. It’s going to be crappy, but maybe someone will like it, I dunno.. It’s a love story. I’m going to test my skills and write some smut because we all know that’s what teenagers want.

Also…

“I’ve been expecting you…”

ehehehehehe~

Not having a good day.. I accidentally started reading one of these “reasons to be skinny” blogs. Why the hell did I put myself through that?

Inner badass and confident self:

I don’t know if I should be angered or saddened by the pictures I’ve seen today.. mostly I’m mad that girls starve themselves.

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Oh my God.. I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS!! Urgh, he’s so perfect I want to cry!!

Hahaha. Would you expect it- AGAIN?

So this weekend the city’s carnival is rocking on, and amazingly enough I got invited by two of my classmates to go together! I mean, four days ago I was prepared to spend my weekend drowning in self-pity, eating junk food and crying over Tom Hiddleston’s sculpted-by-the-Gods face, so I was really surprised when my classmate asked if I wanted to join them.

So tomorrow I’m sleeping at Ana’s place (she’s one of the two classmates) with Benne and we’re probably just going to watch a movie or two, eat junk food and then prepare our costumes for Saturday. We’re going to be bubbles… Yeah… Bubbles!

So this weekend will be all about:

… So… Yeah…
 I’m going to awkwardly leave now, and sorry if you read all this. I shouldn’t waste your time, but I just like to talk, ya knoooow. 

Got a bit too drunk last night.. Remember laughing at my classmate who was high, dancing to 90ies music and then sighing at my friends who drove me home. I also think I told them how hot Tom Hiddleston is and how I’m going to marry Niall… Meeeeh!

My mum is constantly making fun of me now after I declared my undying love for her several times last night when I came home.. She now prefers me drunk. What a mum *le sigh*

So I dareth say I shan’t drinketh in a long while.. Like, 12 days because there’s a party on 1st of June, which is hopefully going to be awesome! 

Well, I’m gonna go finish City of Bones now.. IT’SSOGOODLIKEOMFGÆFJASKLFJLKSDFJLKSJFLKSDJFLHG

Had the sweetest of dreams last night, like, seriously.. One of the best in a long time

It was about One Direction and they were at my school! I have no idea what they were doing there, but people weren’t freaking out about it.

I just remember having class with them, and then we start talking about food and eating, and then I tell my teacher Niall’s like a rat because he eats all the time, and Niall immediately starts chasing me around the room and when he caught me we kissed

Then there was a party and I planned on doing… stuff with Niall, and one of my best friends back home on the Islands gave me a condom, but embarrassingly enough Niall saw it and then told me couldn’t have sex with me because the boys’ management said they couldn’t.

The dream ended with me and the boys sitting on a beach while Louis was chasing a fish in the water xD

But otherwise I haven’t done much today.. I baked because I was bored, I cleaned my room, I drank 2 liters of water for fun.. Today was boring D:

One of my classmates, Emma, just moved to our “kollegium” with her boyfriend today and since her in-laws were visiting them, she had to borrow some stuff from us since she still hasn’t bought them so I went over with them. She invited me back when they had gone home and then she gave me this book called “City of Bones” because she had two examples or something like that. So far it’s actually really good!

Secretly loving Jace already…

12 in Biology?! That subject is hard as balls!! Well done gurrl! xD

I don’t even know how I managed to do it.. Probably because we had about sexology right before we got our grades, and it’s my favourite and best subject in Biology xD